Be Yourself!

 "Be your own kind of  Beautiful"

Who knows better what I need then myself?! Sometimes, you have to led mind over emotions, and be you own hero...

I know whats right, but do I always want to do whats right?! If I always do whats right, will people recognise me, for that?! I don´t think so, people who make mistakes always get the attention, but is it I "good" attention?! Why do we build everything in Life around what other people think of us?! Shouldn´t it be what we think of our self?! I mean we are the own person we always have to live with...

But the trust, in our own, is missing. if we would trust, wouldn´t we believe that someday we find a right person/ a true friend; so we wouldn´t be alone?! Because isn´t, being alone, the thing we care about / are afraid of the most?! Why else would we care so much what other people think?!

If you would believe in someone (like God) and could be sure someone is always there; would it be easier to trust in yourself, to BE yourself?! 

It is easier to say then actually to be; but sometimes you just have to be your own kind of Beautiful!

 Because:

"When you are truly comfortable in your own skin, not everyone will like you, 

but you won´t care about it one bit!" 

Growing Up

"The hardest part about growing up is

 letting go of what you were used to,

& moving on with something you are not"

I´m used to seeing life as simple. As a kid everything was so easy and you never understood why adults where that complicated.. People kept telling you, "Enjoy being young, as long as possible!" But no one ever said why?! When I grow older, close to being a teenager, people kept saying, "Being a teenager will be so hard", but also none said why?! 

Well, now I know. Life is hard and complicated not simple at all, it´s hard to have to find that out as a teenager. And you would never want a kid to know this...

I´m ok with excepting the fact that it won´t be as easy as it was; But I´m really scared of the fact how hard it´s gonna be, and that you will never know what comes next! 

That´s what i´m not used to; as a kid you know, this year 4th grad next year 5th. As a teenager you can chose "that" or "that" collage or none, well and as an adult you can do everything, even rune your life! You realise that your on your own, with every decision you make, and no one seems to really understand you anymore...

MY BIGGEST FEAR IS GROWING UP!