I´m about to turn to a new page of life and it´s not easy. I will finish school in about two months and then I can decide what to do next.
Since almost two years now I´m thinking about that moment: What to do? Where to go?
And as much as I thought about it I always came to the conclusion that I can´t afford going abroad (what I really would love to do) but I really bad want to study psychology. My family is not as happy about that, some say "OK, when you are really sure about it" some "you should rather earn some money, or study something else..." . But it´s my decision and if it´s possible (my grades are not that good) I will study psychology!
But I feel like I will be totally alone with that. I have to work everything out on my own. I mean I´m already doing this most of the time, but I´m still scared. I won´t have my friends or people I know around, everything will be new and lonely and different. Of course everyone goes through that and most of the time they work it out and I can do so too, I know, but its scary.
On the one hand its what I want, on the other its what I´m afraid of the most.
-> being independent
